you know.

well after my last, rather dramatic, post I feel lots better.
but I'm still just bored. I honestly have a very boring life right now. don't get me wrong... i've been pretty blessed with more things than I could possibly acknowledge, but I am just lacking adventure. I want to go to parties wearing pretty dresses. I want to go rock climbing. Heck, I'll suffice for shopping right now. I want to have friends. wait what? Yes, I said I want to have friends. I don't have a single one up here in Maine. It's not entirely that I am lonely, it's just that I don't have anyone to go and do things with. It's just me. Well, again, that's a lie. I have my mom, and of course there is Austin and Mike and all the dogs, but they just aren't the same. Family is never the same.
I am going to a party on the 12th... Mike's family's Christmas party. Hopefully it will be fun. If not, at least I'll get a cute outfit out of the whole ordeal.
Looks like I get my shopping wish soon.